Drexting

I rant on occasion. Not as much as I used to, but I do. I don’t always rant about the world of publishing either. I could seriously rant about the state of the economy in Southern California where middle class people like me make double the minimum wage per hour, haven’t had a significant raise in years and can’t even get an apartment because the price is so high and the main requirement is to have 2 to 3 times the rent in income. Yeah, that’s a huge rant with me. Being homeless because of the economy sucks ass. No one will help you because you have a job.

DSC_0099Despite how much and how long I could go on about the homeless situation in Orange County, I have something else on my mind. Like being homeless, it’s on my mind daily or almost daily anyway. It’s on my mind the five days a week I venture out into traffic in the Catmobile to go to work.

Drexting. Driving while texting.

At first, it only happened once in a while. I’d glance into my rear view mirror while approaching a red light or stop sign and find the person behind me not slowing down, their head tipped down. It dawned on me that they were texting or checking their email on their smartphone and not paying attention to the road in front of them. So I started keeping a little bigger gap between me and the person in front of me in case the person behind me with their face in their phone didn’t stop.

TrafficOptimistically, I thought this sort of thing would stop happening as the police started ticketing people for using their phones while driving. Not so. Now, when I look in the rear view mirror or at the cars on either side of me, it’s the exception rather than the rule to find the drivers paying attention to the road. It seems like everyone around me has their face tipped down to their phone.

I’m an excellent driver. I’ve been to racing school twice. I know about mechanical things in my vehicle because I worked in a repair shop in college. I understand my car and the ones around me. And yet, it’s scary to drive out there with all the people who don’t get it.

Obviously, they are not thinking. They are texting. And texting while driving is not what an intelligent person does. I look at these people and many of them don’t LOOK stupid, but they are sure ACTING stupid. It reminds me of the saying “Stupid is as Stupid does.” And boy, do they does.

So many rear ender accidents from this and so many people who see the accidents, know it’s against the law to be holding your phone and using it in any manner while driving, and yet they still do it. I wonder how many times they’ve looked up from their email or text and had to slam on the brakes. Yet close calls to no deter them.

greenlightWe wonder why the traffic is so much worse these days. Think about it for a moment. How many times have you been behind a slow car and passed them only to find the driver either talking, texting or doing email on their phone? Same thing for drivers who don’t go when the light turns green. And the drivers who drift over the line? Them too. They are all part of the traffic problem because they are impeding traffic.

It’s rampant. I know it’s not just here in SoCal. It’s everywhere. And it’s also causing accidents which cause our insurance rates to go up. I wonder why the people doing this don’t realize this, especially if they’ve gotten into an accident. Rott tells me that these people know what they are doing. They know and they don’t care or think it will never happen to them because they’re such a good driver. Such utter bullshit.

I find myself using my horn far more than I ever did before. I honk at people at lights almost daily. They, of course, are busy with their phones. Many times it takes two honks to get them to go.  Rott yells at them a lot. “GO STUPID!” is probably his most frequently spoken phrase, followed by “It’s the big pedal on the right!” Nice.

DrextingAnd I can see how road rage would increase from all this drexting. I know I’m a lot more angry than I use to be when I’m driving and it’s all because of these inconsiderate drivers. I try to find a station on my satellite radio that engages me and makes me sing along so I care less about these idiots. And the one thing that keeps going through my head as I look in my rear view mirror and deal with these morons day in and day out is…don’t you want to get where you’re going? Don’t you want to get home? Because someday you’re going to be paying more attention to your phone and you’re going to run into something big in front of you and you may never go home again.

Much love to you all out there. Drive safely.

Lex_Sig

 

New Ways To Be Offended

Every day on the internet, on the streets and freeways of Orange County, on the news, at work, getting lunch, going to the grocery store, the gas station and more…I find things to be offended about. And I sadly know that is true for you too. It’s called, The World We Live In. Yes, you can also find positivity everywhere you look too. It just seems that it’s harder and harder to find those positive things.

responsibleadultWhen I turn on the TV, I hear the GOP candidates fighting, almost literally cat-fighting, with social media memes and picking on each others’ wives, name calling, and behavior any good mom knows is that of a truculent five year old. Even CNN’s Anderson Cooper pointed this out, telling one candidate, “That’s the answer of a five year old.” I can’t help but wonder what is happening to our country. And then I see responses to blog posts that remind me how damned childish people in this country are. No wonder we allow political candidates to behave so childishly when we can’t behave any differently on the internet.

So an author friend blogged about a publisher. The comments on the blog really reminded me of how childish people behave on the internet. To me, and I could be wrong, it appeared that some of these childish comments were not from the author’s usual readers and friends but by people, either staff, friends or authors, of the publisher. I’m not a fan of publishers or other people who send their “troops” to defend them on a blog they would never normally read. That, in and of itself, is an immature and classless way to act. If you’re a good publisher, you don’t need people to defend you. You take the high road and you ignore that stuff. It’s like ignoring bad reviews. Most authors don’t engage in arguing with readers over a bad review. We ignore them.

2614477212_ba712347ba_oI’ve been out of the blogging loop for a couple of years and I should have realized that this kind of thing still happens out here. I guess I forgot because, geez, those people that came over from the publisher to get their point across on the author’s blog, a blog they wouldn’t normally read, totally offended me. Like really pissed me off, offended me. That’s a new one for me!

I don’t know why a publisher would condone such behavior. The publishers I’ve been with have been much classier than that. I guess I’ve been lucky on that front, to have publishers that take the high road, that embrace diversity, that care for their authors and don’t want them to look like fools out on the internet.

UnbreakMe2_432I suppose I just found my positivity in that mess I read yesterday and this morning. I’ve been lucky in my publishing career to have publishers who care about me and my work, who are professional and behave in a professional manner.

That being said, I’m slowly getting back all my rights to my books at Jupiter Gardens. Unbreak Me will be back in my hands as of April 30. Not sure when it will go back out as a self pub, but it does have a revised cover.

Thank you for reading! Go forth and find the positivity in the middle of all the offensiveness out there!

Lex_Sig

 

The Revival of Sunstroked

Sunstroked_200Several years ago, while my hubs was away and I was lonely, I began the journey to become an author. My signature series Tales of the Darkworld was born during this time. Most of the books in the series were reader favorites and some won awards and recognition. Books are like your kids and while you’re not supposed to have favorites, sometimes one will bend your heart a little more than the others. This post is about one of my favorites.

My plan to match my dour, angry Scottish werewolf Seth Dylan of the McCallan clan with sunny, ever optimistic wildling Corey Green in Sunstroked turned out better than I could ever hope. It also birthed the next book Breath Me In because my editor at MLR Press, the ever observant Kris Jacen, asked me, “But what about Will?” So Suntroked has always been sort of a middle child, the one that people tend to forget because there’s the award winning Fire Season as older brother and the beautiful prose of Breath Me In as younger brother. Sandwiched between those two bestsellers, Sunstroked did manage to thrive, but became, in my heart of hearts, my favorite of the three.

I love Corey Green. I have from the moment he first opened his mouth and spoke such irreverent words to his boss Colin in Hot Water. I stole his name and appearance from a fellow blogger whom I met in San Diego, Gooster SD. My Corey is happy, funny, a little outrageous and obviously gay. His mate turns out to be a very firmly closeted, angry at the world Seth Dylan. What happens between the two when they first meet is deeply sexual, intense and beyond mind-blowing for both. And then Seth runs away from Corey just as Corey realizes they are mates. When Seth leaves, he takes Corey’s sun with him. A heartbroken Corey is as dark and quiet as a happy Corey was outgoing and boisterous.

This story is about being broken and finding your way, realizing that what you’d always thought about yourself might not be completely true and finally seeing the world the way you’re meant to. It’s sexual and heartbreaking. These two characters so deserve their HEA, maybe moreso than any of the other books in the series. At least, that’s my opinion. Reader opinion probably varies widely because it seems that they all love Holden and Garret and Will and Garrick more. And I’m not sure why. Seth and Corey have their fair share of great prose like:

A rain of soft kisses fell all over his back, shoulders and neck, reaching up as far as the
underside of his jaw and behind his ears. The warmth in his body heated to boiling. Corey lay still,
wondering where Seth was going both with his words, his hands, and his mouth.

“I knew it at Gargoyle Lodge but I had a tough time accepting the truth. I love you, Corey.”

The joy Corey had always found in life, the joy that had left him so abruptly when Seth had
walked out all those months before, came rushing back. The darkness retreated as Corey stepped
into the sunlight once more, this time with his mate at his side.

He turned in Seth’s arms, his own arms coming up around his mate. The scent of sage
wrapped itself around him, binding him to the man he loved. With one hand he cupped the side
of Seth’s beard stubbled face.

“I love you, Seth Dylan,” he murmured, his gaze locking with Seth’s. “I saw you beneath
the trees that first day in the cemetery, and your scent drifted toward me. I knew the instant I
scented you that you were mine. I’d never been with a virgin before, never been with a man so
consumed by anger and fear. But I loved you anyway. I took one look into those silver eyes filled
with pain, and I loved you with everything I am. Being without you has been like being without
my soul.”

Seth’s eyes glittered, emotion darkening them to charcoal. “You are without a doubt the most
amazing man I’ve ever met. You were so full of confidence, so joyous and happy. I didn’t think a
man like you could need someone like me.”

Corey pressed his body against Seth’s, rubbing his cloth confined erection against his mate’s.
“Oh, I need you. I will always need you. Without you, I’m lost. No sunshine. No Corey. You are
what brings out the best of me.”

Anyway, the reason I’m talking about Sunstroked today is because the audiobook has just released. The ever so wonderful Chip Wood has voiced this book just as he did Fire Season. I’m very sad that he won’t be able to do Breathe Me In though. If you listen to the audiobook sample at Audible, it is a dinner scene that describes a dessert created by Z.A. Maxfield and I during a drive back from Los Angeles.

Sunstroked_audioYou can get Sunstroked at Audible.com by clicking HERE. Or you can comment on this post for a chance to win a FREE copy! My birthday is coming up on Halloween so I’m giving you all until midnight Pacific time on Halloween to post a comment. If you’ve read Sunstroked, leave a comment about the book. If you haven’t read it, let me know why you’d like to win an audio copy. I’ll give away three free codes, randomly chosen by my hubs, Rott, who never reads my stuff. (He’s all for the rest of us reading MM, but his very straight soul won’t let him read it.) He’ll pick three numbers from the total number of comments left and those people will win a free copy of Sunstroked.

Frankly, anyone who leaves a comment is in good shape to win because I haven’t blogged in so long nor written a new book in so long that no one remembers me any more. But I have something coming. Oh, yes I do. It’s called The Return of Light. I’d like it to be the start of a new series of novellas called Reclaiming Love, but who knows what the future holds. I never would have predicted this long of a dry spell for myself. I’m trying to come back because I have stories bursting to be free from the confines of my head. Joining The Return of Light is The Sun Always Sets in Paradise which is more of a spring-summer story. If anyone knows where I got the title for the second novella, let me know in comments. I’m curious to see who gets it.

And yes, I do plan to continue in the Darkworld, the Out In the NFL, and Souls in Bondage series. I don’t know what the fate of Shadows and Kink is. I guess I’d like to continue it on my own, but I don’t know.  I have thought about my Flying in the Face of Convention law enforcement guys though.  I’ve toyed with the idea of doing a series of short mysteries with them called Unconventional. Who knows at this point? Stay tuned though. Maybe I can pull a rabbit out of my hat and start turning out 20,000 word Sundays again. 😉

Don’t forget to leave a comment so you can get a shot a free audiobook copy of Sunstroked!

Happy reading,

Lex_Sig

So Disappointed

kindleunlimited So between being a judge for contests and the sudden urge I had to give in to Amazon’s requests for me to try Kindle Unlimited, I’ve been reading a lot. I’ve decided that judging contests and reading Kindle Unlimited books is more alike than you’d think. Not everything you get to read is worthwhile.

Of course, this is true of just browsing for a book anyway. You never know what you’re going to get unless you’re reading a tried and true favorite author. There’s just a lot of stuff out there from self-published authors and small barely known presses that is poorly written then poorly edited. The frightening thing is the number of 4 and 5 star reviews some of these books have and the fan gushing I’ve seen in the reviews.

Here’s what happened to me. I got a few books to judge for a contest. Some self-pubbed, some pubbed by little presses I’ve never heard of. One book in particular, by an author with an established fan base, had a story line that I’ve read before. Unfortunately for this author, the book I’d read before was written far better, edited far better and had much more believable characters. In short, this author took a known trope, butchered it, and didn’t hire an editor before tossing it out as a self-published book and entering it in a contest. Ouch. I couldn’t in all fairness give it a good grade. Luckily for me, the other stuff I read for the contest was better and I forgot all about the bad one. Well, until I got Kindle Unlimited.

So if you’ve never used Kindle Unlimited, it works sort of like a library. You can “borrow” up to 10 books at a time. If you really like and want to keep it, you’ll have to buy it. I figured for 30 days I’d give it whirl since I’ve no money to buy books right now. The problem with KU is that I ran out of good MM authors to read in a couple of days. I looked at a lot of reviews of authors I’ve never read, never heard of. Most of them are self-pubbed or with small presses I’ve never heard of. Sounds a lot like some of the books from the contest, right? Unfortunately, oh so right.

I started with books that had a lot of 5 star reviews. Fans of the authors gushed. The story lines revealed in the reviews sounded like they might be worth the read. As I read…and read…and read…I discovered a disturbing trend.  Some of these books and series had really good story lines but the execution – the writing and editing – left a lot to be desired. It’s really hard for me to enjoy a book when I’m rewriting it and editing it in my head. Go figure. All I find myself wanting to do is write an email to the author and offer myself up as editor to fix the book since the stories had so much potential!

As an example, take a book that’s first in a series. It had an interesting premise, the kind of MM trope I like, and the characters were engaging as was the dialogue. But just in this one book alone I found this:

She saddled up to him. Ahem, the word is sidled.

She had tract marks. Ouch. Track marks is the correct phrase.

They had to burry something. The word is bury…no clue what a burry is.

He expanded his energy. OMG. It took me a minute to realize the author meant expended. If this had been a sci-fi I might never have got that the word was wrong. 😉

He had deep seeded emotions. This one made me laugh. Deep seated is how it should have read.

He hoped he didn’t wonder off. Wander. How can you mix up wonder and wander?

Those are not the exact sentences because I really don’t want to give away the book and seemingly bash the author. She obviously had some major vocabulary issues.  On top of that her main character did something I don’t think I’ve seen a person do. “His breath heaved and his eyes pinched.” I didn’t know that eyes had appendages with which to pinch.

I’m not really bagging on the author. I read this with seriously deep sighs because I liked her story and I liked her characters and her snarky dialogue. I didn’t like the fact that no one edited this book. Well, maybe someone did, but if so, they had no clue what they were doing.

ThinkstockPhotos-470024761This stuff makes me sad. What makes me even sadder is the reading public that can’t see the things that are wrong with these stories. They don’t have enough knowledge themselves to actually call it like it is and give it 3 stars for a great story but really bad grammar, writing, and editing issues. Maybe if some of these authors knew they had a problem, they’d hire better editors. The vocabulary issues alone in that one book were just awful. My kid could have picked out the wrong words when she was in grade school. I don’t know. Maybe it’s the state of our school systems today that we’re turning out kids who become adults who don’t know the difference between tract and track, wonder and wander.

In the end, my Kindle Unlimited run has left me so disappointed although I guess I got what I paid for since the 30 day trial was free.

Hope you all have a happier reading experience this week!

Lex_Sig

 

One Down More To Go

I finished the expansion and revision of Mating yesterday. I was so glad to have it done! Now, I’ve just got a partial to finish, my Father’s Day story and Fire Storm. I honestly can’t wait to get back to the Darkworld. I’ve missed it while writing all these contemporaries. But Runaways is out now (came out on Friday) and I’m sure Mating won’t be too far behind now that the hard part is done.

Writing has been going smoothly for the most part, if a little slow. Being tired a lot has slowed down the process for me. I’m still doing cover art, videos and now promo graphics for ads. And an occasional website. I’m about to start one for author Tim McGiveny. I’ve been looking at templates for his and I think I’ve got one he’ll like so it’s time for me to have him get his hosting. New websites are always so exciting!

The promo ads are a new thing for me sort of. I’ve done a few in the past but now I’ve put up some samples for GayRomLit. I quickly made some examples of ads in the different sizes yesterday at Ethan Day’s suggestion. He then pimped out the link and thus far I have one bite for creating an ad! Yay!

Nikki (aka Motley) will be coming home soon and to be honest, I’m really glad about that. I could use her help with some things and I missed her this past year while she was living with a roomie. Which reminds me that I was supposed to email her a to do list because she’s going to help me whip my website into shape since I haven’t had the time to do it. My book pages are a mess.

The day job is going really well these days. I have help now (yay!) and it frees me up to do some of the things that got backburnered when we were short staffed. For one, I need to work on cleaning up some stuff in our cemetery software database. Ugh. It’s a nasty task but it needs to be done and until recently, I haven’t had the time.

Another thing I’ve been doing at work is blogging! Yes, blogging. And coordinating the blog. Finding guest bloggers can be daunting when your topic is specific. Every now and then I actually have to write a post myself. Last Friday, I did that while in the midst of an IT emergency…our internet was down! Luckily, it was the carrier so there was nothing for me to fix other than reboot the firewall. The internet was down for only an hour or so but afterward I couldn’t reach the company blog because of a router issue with the carrier. Waiting around for them to fix stuff sucked. But I finally got the blog post up at 5 pm before I went home.

So yeah, been busy. Nothing new there. LOL And now I need to head off to the office where I have a lot of stuff to do today. I’ve got a full plate for sure! First, before I leave, here’s a Marcus!

Oh, yummeh! Have great Monday!