Too Hot To Post

So I was looking for a piece of erotica that I wrote about something that happened twenty-ish years ago. It was a story about me and a black leather jacket clad guy named Paul. My first thought was that I would post it here and heat up your Sunday. Then I read it. I haven’t read it since last year, when I submitted it to the 2007 Zanctuary writing contest.

Anyway, when I found the piece, I highlighted it to copy it… and then I started reading. It was a little hard to stop once I’d started. And then I started remembering. Oh, yeah. Then I realized it’s a little over the top to post here. I’d forgotten how hot it really was. I looked it over trying to find just a teaser bit. Nope. It’s all way too hot.

So I mentioned it to ShinyBitch. She laughed at me. She said all my sex scenes are hot. That made me wonder. Why does this scene seem hotter to me? I read it again. Again, it seemed just too hot to post.

Then I started to wonder if it was too hot because it really happened. This isn’t a scene I made up between two characters. Nor is it a scene I dreamed. It actually happened. And that has to be the answer, of course.

Writing scenes between people who don’t exist is easy. Writing what I’ve dreamed isn’t that tough. I don’t remember exactly when I wrote this piece, but I know it wasn’t when I was still seeing Paul. It was years afterward, probably when I was in college.

I was pretty solitary in those years. School consumed me. I had a lover who used to come over and we’d enjoy each other and he’d go home. There wasn’t any dating or spending time together. I guess if we had, we probably wouldn’t have liked each other. He had a busy life, a busy job working for the American Film Institute. I was busy with school. No way did I have time for a relationship. However, I would often write about past relationships.

The piece about the man in the black leather jacket is too hot for me to post. Maybe some day I can or maybe I can figure out how to post a paragraph or two. Right now, when I read it, it’s just too erotic, too memorable. It’s just way over the top. Even for me. And that does surprise me a little. I guess there is a line I can’t cross when it comes to posting personal things on this blog.

Some of you *cough* Jen, Shiny, Mary, and the Other Jen *cough* may be itching to read this little sex scene now. I don’t mind if people read it privately, but I just can’t bring myself to post it in public. It would be as if Paul and I were performing the act in front of all of you. And there, my dear friends, is the boundary that I can’t bring myself to cross.

If anyone wants to read this ancient piece of erotica, email me. winter at winterheart dot com.

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0 Responses to Too Hot To Post

  1. Winter says:

    Justin – I post the Bar stuff all the time. It’s just sex between made up characters. My real life sexcapades are not easy put out there.

    Tempest – I’ll have to check that out. The piece I just turned in for the Z contest might be something I could send them once the Z thing is over.

    Becky – I’ll email it to you and Tracy tonight.

    Winters last blog post..Impressionist

  2. Winter says:

    Justin – I post the Bar stuff all the time. It’s just sex between made up characters. My real life sexcapades are not easy put out there.

    Tempest – I’ll have to check that out. The piece I just turned in for the Z contest might be something I could send them once the Z thing is over.

    Becky – I’ll email it to you and Tracy tonight.

    Winters last blog post..Impressionist

  3. love the hot stuff! if you want to share, i would love to read. 🙂

    speaking of reading, can’t wait to read about your davediego adventure. loved the twats.

    hello haha narfs last blog post..Post of Parrothead Pictures

  4. love the hot stuff! if you want to share, i would love to read. 🙂

    speaking of reading, can’t wait to read about your davediego adventure. loved the twats.

    hello haha narfs last blog post..Post of Parrothead Pictures

  5. You know, Cobblestone Press has a new line called “Wicked,” featuring very highly erotic stories that are 5 – 10K long. Who knows? Your erotic story might be right for them. Just saying… 🙂

  6. You know, Cobblestone Press has a new line called “Wicked,” featuring very highly erotic stories that are 5 – 10K long. Who knows? Your erotic story might be right for them. Just saying… 🙂

  7. Justin Scott says:

    I find it amazing that you can post anything… I mean, I get too nervous about posting something erotic, no matter how much I’d like to. Maybe I need an alter ego online… but I’m almost certain I would refer to the real me too often haha.

    I did however have an online sexual relationship when I was in junior high with my best friend, posing as a someone named “anonymous_69_69@yahoo.com” trying to find out if he was also gay. The emails were hot and I made sure to never give away if I was a guy or a girl.

    It worked. I was in junior high and he was my best friend and we went to church together and… was that wrong?

  8. Justin Scott says:

    I find it amazing that you can post anything… I mean, I get too nervous about posting something erotic, no matter how much I’d like to. Maybe I need an alter ego online… but I’m almost certain I would refer to the real me too often haha.

    I did however have an online sexual relationship when I was in junior high with my best friend, posing as a someone named “anonymous_69_69@yahoo.com” trying to find out if he was also gay. The emails were hot and I made sure to never give away if I was a guy or a girl.

    It worked. I was in junior high and he was my best friend and we went to church together and… was that wrong?

  9. Winter says:

    Tracy – I’ll send it to you after Dave Diego. And really, I’m kinda shy. You get more of my personality when I’m sitting home in my undies, typing on my computer than you do in person. Unless I’m comfy, I don’t say much.

    Winters last blog post..Too Hot To Post

  10. Winter says:

    Tracy – I’ll send it to you after Dave Diego. And really, I’m kinda shy. You get more of my personality when I’m sitting home in my undies, typing on my computer than you do in person. Unless I’m comfy, I don’t say much.

    Winters last blog post..Too Hot To Post

  11. TSM says:

    I would love to have it emailed to me! tracy at onepinkgeek dot com!

    And I find it surprising that YOU would be shy about something like this….sex is always best with an audience!

    TSMs last blog post..I Am She

  12. TSM says:

    I would love to have it emailed to me! tracy at onepinkgeek dot com!

    And I find it surprising that YOU would be shy about something like this….sex is always best with an audience!

    TSMs last blog post..I Am She

  13. Winter says:

    Mary – I know what you mean. If I had posted it and not said it really happened, you could read it and it would be like any Bar WOF. When you know the truth… it’s a little too personal.

    Winters last blog post..Too Hot To Post

  14. Winter says:

    Mary – I know what you mean. If I had posted it and not said it really happened, you could read it and it would be like any Bar WOF. When you know the truth… it’s a little too personal.

    Winters last blog post..Too Hot To Post

  15. MaryO says:

    You know me to well. But i confess that i to have my limits. I cant read about your past meetings *cough, blush*
    It sounds way personnal & i dont want to cross that line. Just givin up some respect to ya is all.

  16. MaryO says:

    You know me to well. But i confess that i to have my limits. I cant read about your past meetings *cough, blush*
    It sounds way personnal & i dont want to cross that line. Just givin up some respect to ya is all.